Christiane Schaumburg-Müller unhappy to see herself in the mirror: ‘Just want it all to be normal’

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Christiane Schaumburg-Müller is a life-lover. And her glass is rarely half-empty, the hilarious ‘Wild with Dance’ host recently told of the reason why the indescribable grief of having lost her baby halfway through her pregnancy had not completely knocked her over.

But even Christiane Schaumburg-Müller can have dark periods. And she had one like that on Wednesday, she says honestly on Instagram.

‘Welcome to the gray weather day. Well, I woke up really happy as I usually do, but then I just had to try if I could fit my most loose jeans. And I could not, ‘she writes.

On Instagram, she shares a series of photos she took of her slim body and flat stomach, just before she became pregnant with her and boyfriend Daniel Åxman’s first child, son Columbus, who unfortunately did not survive the pregnancy out.

But on Instagram, she also shows off her soft postpartum belly, which according to her own statement is reminiscent of ‘a marshmallow that needs to be pressed into a too-tight holster’.

A stomach that for most mothers would be a symptom of great happiness, but which for Christiane Schaumburg-Müller has been proven to be the opposite.

‘Then came the black cloud. And suddenly I became resigned and megaked by it. Just want it all to be normal, and it just’s not, ‘she writes of what met her in the mirror.

‘Would like to have my body’s starting point back right away, be able to fit my clothes in the closet and go on sale in Zara. I do not want to be reminded of what did not happen every time I look at my naked body or open the closet, ‘she writes, adding:

‘Love your body, be good at it. Easy enough to say – hard to feel. ‘

The 40-year-old TV host and entrepreneur says that she can hide her stomach by wearing some specific clothes, and that she can actually completely forget the reality that hides behind the big T-shirts.

‘And I have enough self-esteem. And sense of reality enough to know that I look piss good – was born under a lucky star when it comes to looks. But I am also just a completely normal imperfect / perfect human being, if the world is also black once in a while. ‘

Christiane Schaumburg-Müllers with her boyfriend Daniel Åxman.
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Christiane Schaumburg-Müller, who already has a son Constantin with rapper Liam O’Connor, has previously said that she has had difficulty getting pregnant due to her relatively old age and low metabolism.

But in April, she was finally able to reveal that she was expecting her second child. Until she lost it in the 21st week of pregnancy.

At the same time, however, she could tell that she also finds bright spots in the tragedy.

‘What my boyfriend and I went through has connected us more than ever. And in the midst of all the tragedy, we also experienced some of the most beautiful. We became the parents of a little boy. Together. That day. It was hugely touching. Vulnerable. Exposing and unifying. Life is beautiful, ‘she wrote recently.

Her boyfriend Daniel Åxman already has two children from a previous relationship.

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